drip... drip... rain falls like autumn leaves, a mind still cannt rest... making mi think tt maybe i should giv up on somethings tt dont actually belong 2 mi, but i insist of taking it... even though i noe tt success rate is 0, i still tried.

tt dae, i cant even help any1 but cause alot of unnec things. sad.

hahas!!! i tell u all ar. they will giv present de wor! i alr thks u all le bah. BUT! i stil wanna say.

THANKS! ITS SO CUTE! yah also related 2 wat i wan. (teddy)
time passing n autumn leaves 's melody is VERY nice. somehow, very sad, lonely, n more of course!

i did badly for my exams. all my relatives n classmates(bah) got alot of A's but!, i didnt. got onli 1 for chinese. others r ok, still failed of course. angered by myself, i didnt even wan 2 bother anything anymore. ._.

but suddenly remember korkor wan miie to do well in exam... quote: "mei ar. work hard ar. dont be like mi."

290809 1:50pm

Labels: memories

2dae is realli a bad dae. i thought nth would happen 2dae. but. alot happened. i m "angry" with my frenz.( haiz, make mi nid 2 think reasons.==) heng, jac help mi realli ALOT, ALOT. if wasnt her, i will die. thank you so much ar. u r realli a very nice frenz. btw, the tcher lied to her or she lied. i think is...( aiya i dont noe lar!) haiz. i noe things wouldnt work out even if i cried. haiz. sad... i wasnt... ==
2dae is my birthdae celebration. lolz. hope nth go wrong this time. ><

i tried, but... i cant see tt.
290809 4:47pm

Labels: fall deep. dont wan le.

CHIONGING DNT! LAST DAE LE... i think i still cannt make it into the 30 high record. xp (i onli can reach 20 range eh. die.) gonna go bck sch. (again n again.)
nvr gonna giv up! btw, i m sry. ._. 2dae cant go ar. nxt time bah. ><

y is ones route so diff 2 walk,
every tcher say tt u have the ability 2 do well,
but how well n how far can one actually go?
doct, tcher, designer, vet, alot more...

230809 11:45am

Labels: confused.

still havent do finish dnt. got my results. badly done except for english which i got unbelievable marks.(gd of course!)xp fails n passes. seeing his wounds, as a jie, i cant help him. onli can say: "remember 2 tu huang yao shui hor!" =(

hearing melodys make miie sad. recalled:i tried 2 keep my distance, deeply sacred tt i will hurt them, breaking others frenship. so sort of keep emo-ing the whole dae... i thought tt i could folo other ppl n go play with his dog 1st. 4get he got smth up le. ==

Innocennce:
i've been hiding behind this mask,
so tt no1 will will notice my weak defence...
wat was i protecting?
unfortunate gloomy daes,
r on the horizon.
yet our dreams will still
kick off the ground with unimaginable power.
then in the nxt moment,

i grab the wind n take flight, (1)
as the chains of yesterdae is ripped away.
if they see tt i can fly, will they keep letting mi?
i'll clench my clusmy fists
beliving they r wings.

unknown limits n humility crossed tgt,
with the innocence of the blue sky
with eliminations, future jus becomes retricted.
with many possilbilities, without mistakes,
and head off 2 the nxt dimension.

if i get tired of this wind, i'll gently land on the ground.
even if it's more than i expected 2 be.
it's ok as long as we stand at wher we wan 2 be somedae.
even tt,it will nt be the end, we'll still keep on flying.

(1)

end...

Labels: mus... think

haiz. failed my dnt test paper n chem ct2 paper. sad. but there's nth i can do. but onli pray for my phy... also, hope jac is okay... ox
the gal make miie think much. she very double face eh. she wans to stand in every1 sides. so i think she might as well, go with them if she is happier...(realli mah)
sad.

i will learn to walk by myself. fall then stand up without any1's help. although, it is so diff, i will try. btw,i m suppose to CHIONG dnt! ==

no nid plan to fail de
u fail onli if u dont plan

nice phrase hor. done by some1 who eng is gd. >< (of course) my didi lar. lolz. =x
btw cheng wei lian de yong yuan de peng you n fen shou de qing shu.
<(>.<)> <<< so cute!
200809 4:37pm

Labels: fall

sad n happie crossed each other.
sad: my exam die liiao le. (super hope it will AT LEAST pls PASS for my birthdae!(still long eh=p)) when i heard he say his results, i realli dam NT believe lor. (but when i saw his face, i noe i was realli wrong.) yet so,he still teach watever he can. he abit sick, hope he nt fever.(thks for everything though i didnt say thks but i m realli grateful.) thank you. T.T

when i saw both of their face emo ing... i cant help to be sad. i cant help them. dont be sad le hao mah? (although both say okay. but i noe they wasnt so) T.T ltr, i cant help become emo liiao. (mei ren ask mi y i suddenly emo, then i noe tt i m emo.)
sob. thks mei ren.

y i have to be the 1 who see the backs of ppl! y?! disappointed in them over n over again. ltr on then i nid 2 like "4giv" them. (like i very gd ==) ppl also got a limit. i already giv until over limit le! tell mi in my face if u nt happie with mi!sob.

happie: finally talk 2 him le.(its about many months since this year le bah.)but i bu de bu cheng ren, tt ppl changed u. u changed but... (i try 2 accept it 1st bah.)=p
at least u got tell mi. OR else, u r so evil!(cant think of any words.) btw,dont sick le hor. ^^
190809 5:55pm

Labels: hims n hers

haiz... failed my emath trio class test until can can de. == chem also donno how do.(die again.)=(
but heng my phy test still ok.(LUCKY~~~!!!)>< cant believe it eh! lolz. still gratful 2 vin n others, plus alicia, mei ren they all of course! hahas. LTR nid chiong~~~ 4 chen n phy ct2! jyjy n gd luck for all my fm (family member ar. =x), gans n frenz! xp
dont sad my frenz 2dae is 2dae, 2moro is 2moro. gd ppl will get wat they wan de.^^

Labels: smile le dont sad le

lolz... 2dae got math n chinese ct2. i did okay i guess.(hope)>< cause my ans is so diff from hui yin they all de.. =-= as for chinese ok bah.(my best subject,okay?!)xp
mus do well this time cause i wanna win~~~ 2moro STILL got chem n phy retest EH!T.T
so sad. i thought alot. then suddenly emo. y ppl have to be like tt. have i have to be like tt so tt i can fit into them.(i very good de hor.) oh YAH, i donno y like this phrase... :

hai hai shi lan se de
shu hai shi lu se de
yun hai shi bai se de
hua hai shi hong se de
wo men hai shi peng you
ai qing wo hui pang ta tu shang yan se
... NICE hor! i will remember it. ><

i spend my daes here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed n unconcerned.
there r so many things 2 do,
alot of things impossible 4 miie.
it's totally overwhelming,
but i'm always ready 2 do wat i can,
because every1 here has a smile on their face.
i may nt say it often,
but i realli m grateful 4 my family n frenz.
the time we spend tgt is so special,
i could nvr replace any1 of them.
we've got this moment, we've got each other,
stopping, standing n laughing tgt.
i'm so thankful, i could cry.
this feeling is so wonderful,
it make 2dae seem like a wild dream.
i promise u, i'll nvr 4get it, my precious ones,
who laugh with miie, support miie
n keep miie going.
170809 8:17pm

Labels: jyjy~~~ chiong ar

eh... donno wat to type eh... jus have bad daes bah i guess... hope that i could make up before something happens... ._.

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